My Colorful Life - in Almighty Hand Forever

Sudah Beberapa waktu ini sibuk sekali, rasanya waktu 24 jam tidak cukup... N barusan bertemu dengan orang-orang yang punya behavior kurang kusukai. Tidak mau membaca!!!! Hello??? Apa gunanya tulisan besar2 kalau tidak dibaca? Capek deh....

Hidup seperti roller coaster .... ada naik dan turun dengan kecepatan tinggi... Berkat (anggap saja berkat) prasangka-prasangka yang belum terbukti benar tidaknya ... pada saat emosi sedang tidak stabil dan adanya trigger lainnya, akhirnya terjadi salah pengertian ... ohhh no ... I hope semuanya cepat kembali baik

This month is very exciting for me. Exciting because of so many uncertainty big or small. Small things resulted from a decision I made at the end of last month. Big things are the things that I prayed for long time and still not see anything now, in fact things going worse. The exciting part is that I already promised to God that I want to experience miracle or supra natural things in my life, big or small. Talking about 'small things'. I have set aside a portion budget for this month's visa extension. I don't know why this month so many expenses : unplanned but all come together so I lack of money for small things. A condition I believe many of my friends in Bangkok never experience it... This week it's really a test for me. I have a portion of money but I do not want to use it other than for visa extension, but I really don't have other source now. The other source usually I have, for this month has been idle because of the busy-ness of my student. I'm sur...

This month many surprises has come to me. Begin with a bad news, but turn out to be a good thing : I have think about it and realize that I am not ready yet for that big step in my life ... A tiny new thing I try but I don't if it will be my way in the future. Another news is I might get an opportunity to work at another country, at Vietnam. So I've searched any information about Vietnam: housing, food, living cost, transportation, safety etc. I have some rough picture ... it's quite not like here in Bangkok, a little bit more like Jakarta but just in smaller scale of the city size ... Now I'm waiting information from them. Wish me luck ... Will come back with more info ..

Not only me who wonder why after two years in Bangkok I still haven't put weight. Some of my frens they even saying that maybe I have worms (???) I ate quiet a lot compared to some girls. I eat almost everything: chicken,seafood, pork, beef, egg, vegetable, fruits, chocolate, milk, nuts, coconut milks etc. So here I will give you some of my tips to maintain: 1. Keep burning your calories. I go to work by walking, it's about 25 minutes distance with my not so long legs every working day. 2. Eat three times: breakfast, lunch and dinner. 3. Reduce snacks. I don't eat a lot snacks, only sometimes when with friends, and don't eat a lot of fried things. Or eat fruits as snacks. 4. Control what you eat and keep it balance. If there are a lot of food to be eat, choose each in small amounts, and don't eat too much. If I have big party then the next day I will eat a lot of vegetable and fruits to keep it balance. 5. Have your dinner early. It's a habit in my family to ha...

These weeks just disapear from Blogger. Have so many things to do, it's near Christmas so we have to prepare for Christmas. It's not a very difficult but since I need to edit picture and put some words using Photoshop which is not my field, I already feel uninterested before I start doing it. Should try it, because time goes without waiting for me nor considering my emotions ... I wish I could used Photoshop better, ... it's too DIFFICULT. It took me 1 day to put 4 pictures together in a page ... and to make some effect! And it's winter now here, feel like want to sleep and lazy to get up in the morning. Why should I wake up early??? And why the blanket is so warm??? At 6.15 (am) when I go to the bus station ... it's so cold when the wind blows. So temporary will not update this. Hope you guys also in a warm room and avoid to get cold. God Bless you.

All of us has many friends. Some friends are very supporting, kind hearted, patient, encouraging. As the opposite we may have one or two friends who are cynics. They just always see the cloud in the shiny days. They are so sensitive that they can see things differently and make our days worse. I found some words about cynics here and I laughed when I read it. Yes, it’s true, I know some of them and how they react just exactly the same with the proverbs below: A cynic is a man who, when he smells flowers, looks around for a coffin. Henry Louis Mencken (1880-1956) American journalist, satirist and social critic. The cynic is one who never sees a good quality in a man, and never fails to see a bad one. He is the human owl, vigilant in darkness and blind to light, mousing for vermin, and never seeing noble game. Henry Ward Beecher (1813-1887) American politician. A cynic can chill and dishearten with a single word. Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882) U.S. poet, essayist and lecture...

Although I am a cute girl, I can eat a lot in some occasions. Especially when the food is delicious, or I am in the good mood. So what is my favorite food? Here is the list so if there is chance you can treat me :D LOL - vegetables: stir fried but not too oily, not too hot. I order 1 please. - soup: ordinary chinese 'clear' soup with tofu or other ingredients - fish cooked in Indonesian style or steam in chinese style. Tuna fish please. - seafood I like crabs shrimps just steam it and eat with some condiment is OK for me. - meat some time - fruits this is very healthy I like all kind of fruits incl dragon fruit, kiwi - milk I guess I am an omnivore "wink wink" So when is our date ? :)

sudah beberapa bulan ini youtube di thailand diblok .. maksudnya kita2 yg di thailand tdk bisa mengakses Youtube. hasilnya, daku yg maniac drama korea kena imbasnya, jd sulit deh .. mau akses di web lain tdk selengkat Youtube. btw, teman2 bisa jg akses ke www.dailymotion.com ini spt youtube tapi asal Perancis. dan memang tdk selengkap Youtube ya ... tp Ok lah. Nah, ketika keinginan menonton Drama Korea sudah sulit dibendung saya mencoba berbagai cara dan website: peekvid.com ---> ini ada drama asia (Korea, Jepang, India, Taiwan) tp tdk terlalu lengkap dan banyak link yg rusak (broken) www.veoh.com ---> ini hrs mendownload dulu baru bisa menonton penuh, ada jg versi pendeknya utk nonton online jd kurang seru padahal sudah susah2 jadi member. :( www.spcnet.tv ini banyak referensi film2 drama asia (Korea, Jepang, Taiwan, Cina etc) biasanya sebelum menonton saya membaca referensinya supaya bisa memilih sesuai dg cita rasa he he he :D Dari 'trial and error' di atas akhirnya...

Times goes so fast that now I've been one year in this land, in Bangkok. Now I'm busy with my project, well feel like when I was did my projects few years ago. Everything seems so important and urgent, schedules, slightly sleep at night, more expenses for the documents ... and spend less time for other activities. I even slip out after Sunday sermon, not having time to have lunch nor to have conversation with my friends. Just because I had appointment with my advisor. In other side, my emotion is really in down stage. I would have bad and negatif thinking and avoid to join people. I also so lazy to greet ppl in emails. Just like feel so weak and no willing for the socialization things. I hope it's only temporary ... and it will be OK. I shall do it on time, and finish my project with good accomplishment. Focus!

This week I was so tired. I've tried to make the papers - the ones that required to do in order to pass a subject. I found it interesting, actually, to have something well organzed to do, and to achieve something good. It is good to be able to develop yourself ... and now I am interested in developing my writing skill ... dunno abt other's opinion, but after one of the lecturer told me that I did an interesting paper, i become more confident in writing. I want to write ... write ... write I should spend more time practice ,,, and also read more as reference how to make a good story. :)

When I was a kid, I like to read comics, even now. But now I have other things to read for example some text books which is not part of my hobby, but I must do it to survive :) ... Recently, beside the Korean movie .. I remember .. again, some comics I like. Ok, now I will list them: - Conan detective (orig. from Japan) - Candy Candy (Japan - this I have watch the DVD TV version until episode 54, 4 tumbs up!!! including my toes :D) - Kindaichi detective (Japan) - Grover Duck, etc - Donald Duck (my fav. in all of duck city) - Snow White (I think this is novel or tales version?) - Cinderella - Bobo (children magazine Indonesia) - Tintin (I think this is Europe comics, original in French) I forgot the rest... if I remember, I will update it again ..

Last week is Songkran holiday. So happy could have long holiday. We had retreat with some church families in upcountry for two days. I was not so well before the retreat, but by the grace of the Lord I was healthy on the ocasions and been able to enjoy it. Unfortunately, we had some class on holidays by some reasons. These days I am busy just like hibernate ... prepare for final exams .. must finish some paper assignment, and study some. also for the adv db need to practice some. And this month I have tried to cook some food, very simple food. While my fren tried it, he said it is delicious. It's good as I have think that those food only for me wakaka ... Ok its time to hibernate ..