My Colorful Life - in Almighty Hand Forever

Sekarang gua lagi merasa berada di persimpangan jalan .. kalao kita berada di persimpangan jalan Pratunam it's OK bisa memilih ke Platinum, Big C ato ke arah Pratunam.. kita bisa melihat bagaimana keadaan jalannya, apakah crowded atao tidak, macet ato tidak. sedangkan gua lagi di persimpangan jalan, ga kelihatan optionnya apa aja ... apalagi di balik jalan tersebut, apa yang menunggu juga tidak tahu. Mana jalan berkabut lagi ... hik hik hik Ya dibandingkan beberapa waktu lalu, apakah ini tegar ato karena udah ilang rasa Feels like lost my feeling my senses but still alive, looks like dream but it's real ... Yet can not figure what is in front of me What's waiting for me there I miss my frens ... where are you now???

Just came back from Indonesia. My dad was passed away on October 1, 2008 so on October 2, 2008 I went home to Indonesia. It was sad, because I couldn't see my dad anymore, and he wouldn't be there for many happy moments in the future. It was a happy time too, when I could spent some time with my family, chi chat and share the special moment. I know that my dad has gone in peace and the most important, in Christ. And I believe that it's part of His plan to bring goodness to me and my family, Amin.

Mon, 29 Sept 2008 I've prayed and applied to be a lecturer in a university but still no news yet. I believe You have provided me the better one for me. I don't know what that is, but I BELIEVE ... I BELIEVE. You are able! Nothing is impossible for You (Luk 1 : 37) Thurs, 24 Sept 2008 This is the time when my life seems, feels STUCK, STAGNANT

For the 3rd time in 2,5 years ... I am moving to a new room Confirming that I am a real 'nomaden' Confirming that I absolutely don't like 'the moving things' yet I did it ... Because of a silly reason finally I decided to find a new place.. Thank to Jesus, I found it just in several hours ... a nice room, bigger than the previous one, even nearer to my work place .. What I like most is the atmosphere around my room .. the residential area is just nice, clean and very homey .. just like a place where I stayed 2 years back in Surabaya - Kutisari Indah

This month is very exciting for me. Exciting because of so many uncertainty big or small. Small things resulted from a decision I made at the end of last month. Big things are the things that I prayed for long time and still not see anything now, in fact things going worse. The exciting part is that I already promised to God that I want to experience miracle or supra natural things in my life, big or small. Talking about 'small things'. I have set aside a portion budget for this month's visa extension. I don't know why this month so many expenses : unplanned but all come together so I lack of money for small things. A condition I believe many of my friends in Bangkok never experience it... This week it's really a test for me. I have a portion of money but I do not want to use it other than for visa extension, but I really don't have other source now. The other source usually I have, for this month has been idle because of the busy-ness of my student. I'm sur...

Two weeks ago. Too shameful .. memalukan banget.. I live in a room with a shared balcony area which is also used for (cloth) drying area. It happened two or three times that some body(s) has accidentally took and not return (stolen??) a piece or two of my cloth. There was a new shirt given by a friend as a birthday present ... sigh sigh ... So two weeks ago, I went home from office only to find that the whole laundry of mine which I put on my private area near my room: all disappeared! I was tired of something I couln't remember it now, so I search to the common area in case somebody has moved them, but no. So I went down to the maid's room but she wasn't there. Then I saw there were 2 boys, so I asked them if they knew about my cloths and that all of them were disappeared. Fortunately or unfortunately one of them can understand one or two words of English so with the help of non verbal language which I insisted to show them the place I hung my clothes and other things unti...

This month many surprises has come to me. Begin with a bad news, but turn out to be a good thing : I have think about it and realize that I am not ready yet for that big step in my life ... A tiny new thing I try but I don't if it will be my way in the future. Another news is I might get an opportunity to work at another country, at Vietnam. So I've searched any information about Vietnam: housing, food, living cost, transportation, safety etc. I have some rough picture ... it's quite not like here in Bangkok, a little bit more like Jakarta but just in smaller scale of the city size ... Now I'm waiting information from them. Wish me luck ... Will come back with more info ..