Just gone through the tears blood week .. well necessarily really bloody ... what I mean is very tiring physically and emotionally. Did I do a very hard labour ... nay .. just spent a week holiday and when times come to start work at office seems difficult to pace with the speed :D :D :D ..
Truely ... When I don't have 'enough' things to make me occupied all my brain n creativity seems stop, won't run ... and life become so dull.
But If I only have some errands and tight schedules to meet it will exhaust me too.
So what is the conclusion of my short revelation during my holiday ..
I have thinking a lot, comparing some periods in my life the ups and downs and analyzing the problems (you know I am a wanna-scientist-but-ended-nowhere) .. and I really really realizes:
- for my body : I need to have talk to people, doing exercise (this part fails sometimes), eat good food (nyum nyum)
- for my mind (soul): I need some interaction with other people other than work related to sharpen my creativity, improve myself in any way possible include how to interact with people, facing difficult people :) etc. I need music and to be able to do my hobby ....
- for my spirit : I need to know that I'm somebody and I need to know my Creator. Yes for this part I am very sure, I am somebody. Because God has created my according to His image ... in the spiritual term off course. That means I have a Heavenly Father who will never let me alone in this cruel world, I know He loves me. Jesus loves me so much that He died for me, and not only that. He also wants a deeper relationship with me, who am I .. see .. when You have experience it yourself then you know that you are satisfied. Sure you can experience it ...
I hope this not make you boring.
God bless you